Still sad that you are gone... :( Just cant seem to get over you.. </3 its what ev though... :'(

What did i do to deserve this? I dont know what you want me to do... :'( I tried my very best to make you happy and I guess I didnt try hard enough. And im sorry for that... I love you Blake Waddington. I will never forget you and the way you made me feel. I guess forever is just a month a three weeks. I want you to know that I did try my best to make you happy and make you want me like you want her. I will never understand what I did wrong... :'( Was I not pretty enough? Was I not nice enough? Did I not put out enough? Did you leave me because I wouldn't have sex with you? Well I also want to let you know that Im really sorry for that.. I thought I wasnt ready... :'( Looking back I wish I would've had sex with you... maybe you would still want to be with me.. :'( If thats would make you love me the way I love you I will force myself to be ready.. </3 I regret ever doing wrong in our relationship. I am sorry I upset you and made you leave me.. I love you baby... Sorry. Im so very sorry</3